My life is a film and I'm not the director.

This is my life, but.. Can you imagine not being able to control your life? I mean.. every time that you try to do something right,  you end up in the worst problem in your life. Something so simple can change dramatically, becoming your worst nightmare. So, this makes you think that you do not control your life. Someone else is doing it.
  For this reason, I consider as one of my favorite movies the next one: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
   This movie is about that a couple undergo a procedure to erase each other from their memories when their relationship turns sour, but it is only through the process of loss that they discover what they had to begin with.
 Sometimes, you have wished with all your soul delete someone from your head? What if I do? It will be for good? be worse?...

My life is a film, and I'm not the director.